Between keeping up with school work, trying to find a job, and trying to enjoy senior year, how does one juggle all of that? When you're done with all your school work, do you have enough time to get online, look for a job, and apply to those jobs? And let's say you do have time to do all of these. In the end, the places you applied to e-mail you back with an automated e-mail letting you know that you are not at all qualified for the jobs that your applied for. Why did I spend four years at a university if it does not pay off at the end? Why are there no entry level positions for anything anywhere? Is this why seniors drink so much? Maybe. I don't have the answers to any of these questions. All I know is that this is frustrating. I know this is the time to suffer so that I don't have to suffer later, but between loans and the mountain of student debt I will be in after graduation, it makes me wonder if this will all be worth it in the end.
Everyone around me has a direction they are headed after graduation. They have a job lined up, they know what field they are going to be in, they are going to law school, or graduate school. Everyone has a direction. They know where they're headed and where they want to end up. I don't know where I headed. I'm not going to grad school, or law school, I have no job lined up after graduation (as of yet), and I feel like I am staring into an abyss with a small speck in the distance of what I ideally want to do, with no idea how to get there (in case anyone cares, I would love to be a designer. Clothes, jewelry, shoes, make-up, whatever).
This post has just turned into a rant about my frustrations about the system. Hopefully this week, since I'm on spring break, I will be posting my usual stuff about the things I like posting about (hauls, makeup, trends I'm loving right now).
Until then, thanks for reading!
